I lost 2.4lbs this week! Hooray!
This is one of those weeks that was a little puzzling to me as to why the big loss. Not that I’m complaining, mind you. It just seems like I goofed up (a lot) on my eating habits this week, and I didn’t push myself as hard as I could have in my workouts. I spent this past week trying to kick the lingering cold out of my system (felt fine, just couldn’t breathe to save my soul). That whole not breathing thing really cuts into one’s ability to kick it at the gym. And as is par for most who are trying to lose weight, one bad thing leads to another. When I don’t work out as hard as I could, I also don’t eat as well as I could. BUT (always look for the silver lining) I have noticed that I am not overeating portion-wise. Taking smaller initial portions has become a habit for me and I do it without thinking any more. I never rarely tell myself that I can’t go back for another portion, but getting another portion means that I have to get up, walk all the way to the kitchen and serve myself some more (laziness in action!). While I’m debating the cost-benefits of this decision, I usually figure out that I’m not hungry any more, which means that I usually don’t overeat (even when the food choices are horrible). I am so happy that this is falling in to place for me! If there was one thing (not counting anything exercise related) that I wanted out of this journey it was to still be able to eat what I want without overdoing it. I love food, a lot. I love healthy food and junk food; fast food and home cooked meals; local cuisine and exotic fare. I love it all and I want to eat it all. I am a firm believer in moderation being key. If you deprive yourself of something (say sugar for example as I’m snacking on some dark chocolate at the moment) you will probably see amazing results for a while. But if you can’t truly give it up for the rest of your life, the results will disappear as soon as the deprivation makes its way back. So I will set four dark chocolate kisses out on the table and close the rest of the bag back up into the freezer instead of leaving the whole bag out and chowing down without even thinking it over (such an “old Sara” thing to do). This was one of the tricks I learned after reading Mindless Eating. I plan on writing a separate post about this book and how I’ve applied it to my life. I was lucky enough to see the author give a talk at a psychology conference that I attended a few years ago, and would highly recommend anyone who is interested in the science behind eating (and why we do so much of it) to purchase a copy of his book. It’s fairly cheap on Amazon, and I’m sure you can find it in a local book store as well. At least give it a look-over. It’s science based, but it reads like a story and makes the research very approachable to people who are not familiar with the scientific field.
As for how the rest of my day went, well, you’ve probably noticed that this post is getting out a little later than usual. It’s the week before spring break. That means that I have a presentation, two tests, and a few short papers that are due this week. It all kind of caught up with me this morning and I went into panic mode for a while. I haven’t completely pulled my fat out of the fire just yet, but things have slowed down enough for me to squeeze in a post. I also woke up this morning and noticed that my knee was hurting. It wasn’t so bad that I couldn’t walk on it, but it definitely hurt enough that I didn’t want to run on it. Fortunately for me, I already had an appointment with my chiropractor for a back alignment, so while I was there, I asked him to take a look at it. Basically, the doctor told me that I should take it easy on the running for a while. Because the pain was not sharp, and almost completely went away after putting a wrap on it he thinks that it is an overuse injury that should go away with time. While this is pretty good news for my long term running career, it pretty much puts the last nail in the coffin of running the whole 5k in four weeks. Even if I was on healthy legs, I wouldn’t have been ready to run the whole race (stupid cold knocking me out for so long). Tomorrow I’m going to hit the gym and see how my knee takes to (my version of) speed walking with the wrap on it. If all goes well I’ll focus in on that until my knee recovers. I’m hoping that when I go back for my next adjustment in a month I’ll get the green light on my knee to start pushing myself on the track again. In the mean time, I guess I’ll just focus in on losing more weight (which I’m sure has contributed to the injury even though my doctor daintily danced around that subject) and finding non-impactful ways to fit cardio back into my life. I bet my recumbent bike in my basement has missed me. 🙂
My biggest goal for this week is to listen to my body. I need to pay special attention to my knee, of course, but I also want to pay attention to how the rest of my body reacts (or doesn’t) to my exercise routines. My abs training on off days last week has been a great start. I can tell that my lower abs are being worked well, but I can also tell that my obliques need more attention. I feel like my body has learned how to streamline some of my strength routines, so it’s probably time to either push them a little harder or switch the routines up all together.
Another goal for this week is to keep up with my abs training. I’m headed in to week 2 and I’m off to a good start. I’d really like to keep this habit up and add some variety and intensity to my exercise routine.
A third goal for this week is to keep drinking water. I slipped last week and fell off the water wagon. No use in pouting about it, but it’s time to pick myself up and try again. Here’s to a healthy 64 oz each day!
And my last goal for this week is to focus in on the silver linings. This week is going to be crazy busy, and I’m probably going to cry at least once, regardless of how well things go. That’s my reaction to stress, unhealthy as it is. If I can find some way to see something positive in whatever situation I find myself in, I’m sure things will go along much easier for me.
Only 70lbs to go!